Alright, this is going to be one of those strange entries you see with stuff advertising on them. But no, I'm not selling you anything, well, something but it's legal hehe..

Anyway, as I'm now unemployed, in between jobs, I have more time left on my hand and I'd like to teach, tutor English to anyone who's interested.

An English Tutor Looking for Students --> see below

- BA. from International University in Thailand
- GPA of 3.5 (first-class honors)
- Kind and flexible
- TOEIC score - 9xx
- Thai nationality
- Will NOT speak Thai during lessons (negotiable)

How's that? ^^
I will teach just about anybody who's interested; nothing serious, I won't open a book and teach, I'd like to just refer back to the book, sheets from time to time. I think the more you talk, the more you learn. But hey, that's just me ^^

Anyway, interested students can leave a message here and I'll get back to you as soon as possible - which is like, too soon since I'm at home with Hi Speed internet connection available 24 hours a day!

Hope to hear from you!!
hugs & kisses
-your future Tutor-

Phew, I've been away for so long (- -") I started to think I'm not a Blogger type coz I always repeat everything in my head in that instant, I mean, things are so fresh and real and I'm so affected by them strongly at that time, you know? Coz sometimes when you eventually get in front of the screen, things are kinda slipped away and you need to relish them and somethings are not really worth relishing, if you know what I mean!

That's why I don't keep udating my blog. That and the fact that no one actually cares, except me, what's going on in my life hehe ^^

But well, anyway, for those that are reading this (& for me later on), I have ONE HUGE disappointment but also many good news in the course of 2 months time.

Disappointment: ARASHI concert in Thailand got cancelled (No, I don't want to talk about it; not here, not anywhere else - no more talking on this topic. Period.)

Good news:
I graduated BA. with first-class honors (yeh!)
TOEIC score is excessively well -1st time (yeh!)
I got a job! An actual job! but also quit coz its not suitable for me. No regrets though.
I passed flight attendant pre-screening interview of my fav. Airline (yehx2!)

My English is rusty, after 2 weeks of Thai-speaking, Thai-thinking, and, Arashi-updating ~ I think I'd just lost my fluency in English.

I don't even know if fluency is a word!?

And I can't consentrate that much: I keep losing my train of thoughts, I can't write while the songs playing anymore lately, it really bugs me! I'm not used to taking the time to think up the word or even stop to come up with the word I want, it just pops up. Now, I really want it back: the ability to do that.

I've been talking, gotten into these real, no-nonsense conversations with this guy I konw from my Speaking Class and they turned out to be very impressive, got me off guard too coz he doesn't look like the smart, experienced type you know, so I did stereotype him a little - I thought he was just another player, gangster, hiphop wannabe. It was a true awakening (for me & him) to get to know/talk to him.

He is pretty smart and cunny and of course, he's not flirty or so he says - but I caught him saying "that's cute" or "you're cute" or "you're cute doing that though" several times but there weren't obvious I guess he was trying to be elusive, subtle but I did catch those but that besides the point : P

The point is he was surprised to find out that I'm not that sweet, innocent, shallow, girly like he thought. He actually very blatant about his surprise too 'coz he told me "you're not as I thought you'd be, you're very smart!" - Umm, was that supposed to be a compliment, man?! hehehe..

And I discovered he wasn't as violent, a smart-asss nor a poser as I pictured him to be. He'd been through a lot and learnt from them and that impresses me. He's proved to be a good conversation partner and trust me, I am NOT flirting with him. Eventhough I don't think he's into me or anything - my friend still hints that I've got myself another admirer or this admirer has just surfaced.